Monday, November 25, 2013

Review: The Lady (2011)

Yesterday I watched a film that I thoroughly enjoyed and appreciated. I don't normally write film reviews but I thought I just might, simply because this film was so beautiful. 

The Lady is a 2011 biopic film that depicts the inner struggles of Daw Aung San Suu Kyi, the Burmese democratic leader who tried to stand up for democracy for almost more than two decades despite being tied under numerous house arrests by the Military for more than a decade.

The film begins with Daw Suu's family life in Oxford before she goes back to Burma to care for her sick mother. During her visit, she witness the violence of the Burmese Military Tatmadaw and is drawn to the movement to promote reform. She decides to stay and lead the people for democracy and human rights. Despite clearly winning the majority in the 1990 elections, she is charged under house arrest. Meanwhile, her husband and her two boys, who are British and are not granted visas to visit Daw Suu, endlessly seek ways to promote international recognition of Burma's political situation in an attempt to secure her safety. This leads to Daw Suu's Nobel Peace Prize award in 1991, which was accepted by her elder son on her behalf. The film climaxes when Daw Suu's husband is diagnosed with cancer and only has months to live. Daw Suu is given the option of leaving back to England to see her husband one last time or to stay and continue to fight for democratic freedom, to which she says, "That is not freedom", and chooses to stay for her nation. The film ends with an extremely emotional blessing of Buddhist monks who marched to Daw Suu's house in support of human rights in 2007.

While many, including me, would think the film narrates many aspects of the Burmese political atmosphere, the film actually centres mainly on the life of Daw Suu and less on the Military. More specifically, it emphasises on how she gave everything -- her husband, her sons, her life in the UK -- up for her corrupted nation. She is the inspiration that her people need and she chooses to continue the legacy being her father's daughter as the head of a non-violent movement for democracy.

The incredible performances of the cast drove the film forward. Michelle Yeoh brings Daw Suu's character and personality to life by portraying the real Daw Suu so beautifully. It makes me feel as if I really do know the real Daw Suu, an extremely determined, moral, and inspirational figure. She was so great that I expected her to receive an Oscar Nomination. David Thewlis' portrayal of Daw Suu's worried but supportive husband is solid as well. In essence, it was Yeoh and Thewlis' performances that made the film extremely personal and emotional.

The cinematography of the film was relatively simple but effective. The exotic beauty of Rangoon and the coldness of Oxford was well balanced, presenting a contrasting irony where the natural beauty of Rangoon is stamped on by the political chaos while the coldness of Oxford is where familial warmth is. Being a biopic, the camera tends to follow characters upclose and around, providing that intimate setting, as well as allowing viewers to 'feel' and understand the characters. The speeches of that Daw Suu gives were shot with grandeur, greatly emphasizing how one person manages to inspire a crowd of millions with her warmth, her determination, and her moral belief.

Another notable aspect of the film was the music score. It provided so much to the film in terms of Daw Ang's emotions, warmth, and inspiration. One of the best film scores out there in my opinion.

To sum it up, The Lady is an amazingly beautiful film that drew me in every second of the 120+ minutes runtime and justly portrays the inspirational Daw Aung San Suu Kyi.





Saturday, November 23, 2013

When all seems well, it strikes.

Many people see me as an optimistic, cheerful, and open guy. And sure, I do believe that's me to a large extent. But despite being almost 20, there are still occasional times when all seems well, it strikes and I lose myself. I become lost - confused, unmotivated, and uninterested.

There's no anchor in my life. Things come and go. Heck, even people come and go. Nothing seems to last. Time is a healer, but it's also a destroyer.

I don't know why, I don't know how, but it struck me after I finished my exams. How am I going to spend my time now that exams and assignments are over? I'm not one of those people who think academics are everything, but at the same time, I seem to have realised academics to be my priority while I'm still a student and now that I'm temporarily done with it, my life feels meaningless. While most people are off partying and chilling, I'm stuck within myself finding everything a waste of time. Perhaps this is an early sign that I'm a workaholic -- nothing means much without work -- and I just have yet to discover the career.

What about games? What about TV shows? What about movies? What about books? What about Youtubing? I looked forward to all of these while I was studying for my exams. But now that they are over, everything feels like time wasters. I feel bad for engaging in these 'time-wasters' because I don't feel like I'm investing much into my future. I'm just granting myself with temporary gratification. I also feel bad because I value the people in my life greatly and I can't allow myself to lock myself to my room and watch TV all day while friends leave for their summer break real soon. Time is precious, and while these people are still here with me, I should treasure it. But ironically, by being uninterested and moody, I waste all this precious time feeling upset and end up not doing anything with them.

So yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now. Useless. And I only have myself to blame.

I'm starting to realise that this world's just a mental battle within myself. I find myself often feeling guilty because I am harsh on myself. And punishing myself seems far worse than the 'punishments' others give me. Because it's ongoing. And will be for the rest of my life. I'm not sure if this is peculiar to me and my life, but my close friends don't seem to encounter such problems.

For the first time, I'm exposing my soft-side/struggles on my blog. I feel vulnerable, but I'm sure everybody is to an extent. At least I'm not hiding it from myself.